im stressed

 I'm so stressed. for NUMEROUS reasons 

first a foremost on my stress list...STN 

student television network. STN. A national competition held in Long Beach California. A competition I've attended for the last 3 years of my high school career IS NEXT WEEK. and the only difference between this year and the previous years is that I'M IN CHARGE OF PLANNING IT. with a friend of mine of course. but its just been taking up a lot of my time so I fall behind on school work and its just been very stressful so I want it to be over. 

I'll admit I've been falling behind on my research and the work for this project, I'm trying, I am, I just have so much on my plate. I'm a senior so college stuff is rolling in and I'm still trying to apply to places plus I'm working to pay my car bills which I've barely had the time to do so I'm just falling behind on everything 😂

I don't mean to vent but I feel that I should have an explanation of sorts

Like this is my calendar for the next few weeks and I don't even know when I'd have time to properly film anything. UGHHHHHHHH im so done😂